Always

"Always"- is a Japaneese movie that we had the chance to watch tonight. It is a delightful movie to watch. If you ever have the chance to watch it-please do. It has a wonderful message in it and it is funny ...& a tear jerker too.

It is with my understanding it is not in USA yet, but it is about 3 yrs old. Tim had to write a paper on it for his Japaneese class. I really wish we can get a copy of it. Not for the paper but because the movie is worth having to keep.

I took Tim to have his exam done yesterday and only to come to find out he had have it taken by 3pm. Well, we weren't told that at all. I feel there was a big misunderstanding and alot of miscommunications. It did pssss me off. But he was ready to take it. I don't understand how they expect him to take it by 3 pm when the Astrology teacher didn't call us till 1pm and Tim had to be in class by 2 and didn't get out till 4pm. I don't think his Professor understood that when I told him this. But I was angry...that we made the effort to show up to take the test and they wouldn't let him take it. And the fact no one took the time to either email or call him to tell him the time.

Tim was thristy for hot chocalate. So I went to Starbucks to get him the Signature Chocalate and it was delicious. But Tim found it to be bitter. Then I discovered that the cups had quotes on them. So I'm going to share it with you ...

" The Way I see it"

"The way we get to live forever is through memories stared in the hearts and souls of those whose lives we touch. That's our soul print. It's our comfort, our emotional nourishment at the end of the day and the end of a life. How wonderful that they are called up at will and savored randomly. It seems to me we should spend our lives in a conscious state of creating these meaningful moments that live on. Memories matters. " -Leeza Gibbons

So I slept most of the day today... and then the phone rang. It was Tim's doctor office. They were wondering why he didn't come today. Well...lol...because it was postpone to another time and they were suppose to cancel today's appointment. Second time they have done this.

I am hating myself more and more...simply because I can't get myself into this kitchen. Its like all those bad memories keep flowing in. I have to just suck it up and get in there and clean it. Just do it.

Well...I feel like I have other things to say, but seeing it's almost 1am and my 40ish brain has become a "zomby"...I'll wait till later. So have a good day!