Just another Saturday

Sometimes life takes us to places that we least expected. Often it also takes us to people that can be so inspiring as well.

Ok...I cried like a baby Thursday night after watching ER. I'm sorry. But after watching this show for nearly 14 years (or seasons) now, you sort of do get to know each character -their ups and downs, their flaws, their happiness, their sadness and then our own sadness when one of them (character) dies. Yeah, you can grieve for the character. I know they are not real people but the acting is so good and so real, you become part of them. Ok...call me crazy, but I can bet there are many many out there wo feeel the same thing as I do.

I have been looking forward to the Mom's Night out and the scrapbook day for a while, believing that this one event I will not miss. But my procrastination of doing laundry made it impossible. Plus Tim is having difficulting breathing, so I chose to stay home. Tim has been home since Tuesday and yet his breathing is not the best, even after being on the bipap, which I think at times is more trouble than good. The "farts" from the masks and the alarms that go off. I'm feeling the anxiety that he may be on the trach soon and on a ventilator and I'm not sure ready for this at all. I know its the one thing that will save his life. but its just scary of all that is involve.

Before leaving I decided to check the mail. Finally the PIN came in...for one of the debit cards I finally got. I got two. Not sure why. Then I discovered the bank failed to close of the accounts that I know I had closed. Why is it still open? Why is this pin for a debit card for an account that is suppose to be closed. What is this bank doing?! I knew I needed to make a call to see what is going on.

BTW...someone won the lottery from Wednesday. I have not checked to see if it is me or someone else. I should check it...but I'm afraid to. Afraid because I know I most likely lost....but afraid because of the chance of winning and not knowing what to do with myself if so. LOL....I know it sounds stupid and crazy, but someone has to know what I'm talking about.

Today I drove through the University to get to the Scrapbook event. There was a game going on at the stadium. There were so many people and cars parked every way. I had not been down that area when there is a game...thankfully the traffic was slower then the weekdays. I found the library and I found the room. There were already two mom's there. I was late by 30 minutes. I had plan to bring Tim with me but at the last minute he decided to stay home. It was nice to get to know a few more mom's and to share stories of our scrapbooks. We decided to pack up early so that we wouldn't miss the game traffic. Thankfully, there were none. I stopped by Wendy's to get Tim a frosty.

By the time I arrived home, I was so exhausted. I just wanted to nap. I really wanted to catch up on a show -it had a marathon today. But I was already to late and would had missed the first five episodes which I had already originally missed. So I napped. and I napped for a while.

welll....I would like some more hot chocalate. So I'll go for now.